A realization

Todays the day I realised I'm all alone

Spittin' out some verses on the microphone

The crowd go loud but inside they hate me

My own homies turned against me & someday they might bait me

Feeling so hollow and cold 'cause hatred creates me

Create me and i create a spark that will turn into flame

I stand up on my feet, I say no to the fame

Cause I know it changes the homies in the main game

They bitch about me but they dont deserve to take my name

Cause haters gonna hate, and they gonna hide in shame

Just a message to the world that they cant tame

me and my homie Nishant we are insane 

and we might explode on mike like a hurricane

we the dreamers, the future, the dope rappers in the rap game

Cause hate all u want i'll be getting stronger

I live longer cause i dont give a fuck about these gossip mongers

These hoes stole my homie, that's why I go bonkers

I move on, realizing I gotta be self independant

I believe in myself, got no rings or a pendant

keeping my head up cause I know I'm David's descendant

Never lost hope, even when the whole world ended!

I bent it like a psychic bends a spoon

Born as a poet with 10 curses and a single boon!

Light in the darkness!

I confess that I was obsessed and I was stressed

'cause I was in love with a princess

fading like an evanescence

And Ever since I looked into your eyes

I saw the fluoroscence

I was away from the love nonsense,

got tensed, then again fell back into the fence

I tried to keep myself busy with friends

but it seems getting away from you is incompetence

and I can't compete with your beauty, I admit defeat

I quit, everytime I see you my heart skips a beat

Chatting all day but we are too lazy to meet

I'm too lazy to ask you out for real

I feel like nothing in front of you, you are surreal

I tell myself to deal with this feeling

Thinking bout you when I look over the ceiling

I can't sleep, I can't rest,

I can't study for the coming test

But its best if I go my seperate way

Your face pops up on the screen every single day

Relationships come with a price, I ain't ready to pay it

My life's like an unlucky dice, I just can't say it

I spit the truth on the mike but can't weigh it

Always measuring love unable to afford 

A farmboy in love with a princess got sliced with a sword!

And my greatest reward will be to see you smile

walk a thousand miles just to see you shine!

Don't misunderstand me, but try to understand

'cause I care about you more than my rhymes

You are the light shining down on me, even in the darkest times!

Ain't no other like my Mother! (Love till the end of time)

Plenty of love she brings, her smile turned the autumn into spring

Sent from up above, she sacrificed everything

for her children, she would do anything

take the suffering with a smile, and her smile's got the bling

and its a delight to hear her sing the devotional songs,

she never shed a tear even when things went wrong, she stayed strong 

Raised us and gave us whatever she could

Praised us and saved us, always she stood

right beside us in case I got lost

wipe the tears from my eyes

and hug me making me defrost

And only the four of us knew

how much you have struggled

Even when the wealth left

You saw to it that we weren't troubled

I wish I could be like you and face the situation 

But it seems it takes hard work and utter dedication

You always stood up and handled it

Fixed everything even when fate dismantled it

Even though you had appointments you cancelled it

cause of your sick kid in bed who is thankful that

you brought light into his life and taught him to face his fears

You felt the pain I was in, when I was shedding tears

Never seen a woman so graceful, so real

And I hope when I get married

my wife will have 1 of your skills

But Mom you can never be replaced

And without you home seems like a desert place

I understand, you are taking care of dad

He's been lucky that you were the gem he always had

And I'm glad Dad's back and he's recovering

I love you mom ! hope you return soon thinking

about you waiting for the phone ring!

Freestyle Feelings - The Pain is Gone!

There's a reason why I have no heart

I break what I touch that's the reason we are apart

 you fooled me with that smile of yours

I was lost and then you just crossed the way of course

Everything used to be so much better

Fell for her probably before I met her

The way I felt cannot compare

Cause Love is poison when your love doesn't care

I was blinded by the fair stares and the million flares in your eyes

She is a sugar coated demon in disguise

Faking smiles and breaking ties

As I used to die from inside

And I cry cause you aren't by my side

Used to blame you cause of your swollen pride

But now I know, you and me can never coincide

Cause you are fake and for you I'm just a downside

Down for you, gave you everything, but it don't suffice

Cause my real eyes don't realize

That all you do is tell me real lies !!!

I was young and I was foolish

And I did fall for this bullshit

But I can no longer do this

Screw this..Love, someone drag it out of my crest

Locked my heart in a chest, now I'm just heartless

Hate rushing through my veins, all I see is darkness

Threw the chest in the ocean now the pain is far less

Finally I'm sane and regardless of your nerdiness

I used to think bout you like I was jobless

But now everything's gone

The emotions, the warmth and the love songs 

The late night conversations so what I'm alone

Away from you...yeah! I'm getting in my zone

For them brothers who have gone

Through the same zone, cheer up and sing this song all day long